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Sunday, 22 November 2009

  • To those who wait

    Finally after waiting for so long, after thinking it was hopeless to keep trying and after having given up. I now have what i thought i would never have. You are mine and I am yours. How long this fairytale will last i cannot say. Maybe we will get to the ending and live happily ever after, maybe only a tragedy awaits and maybe there will just be pages left unwritten. Either way you're happiness is what i want the most. I will do whatever it takes to make this work and i hope you will do the same. It sucks that for now we have to keep it under wraps but i look forward to the day when we dont......

Sunday, 08 November 2009

  • What is love?(Baby dont hurt me)

    Is it possible to love someone too much? Is it possible to love too much? too often? When does love become an obsession? When does self denial become self sacrifice?

    Disuse atrophy. Its what happens when you dont use your muscles, they become weak and useless. But if you use your muscles too much then you get injured.

    If you give your heart to everyone, what is it worth?If all you have is love you have no room for hate. If you give your heart to no one, then i suppose it has no worth. If you dont know love how can you know hate. If you only love a few, then perhaps its worth more, but what about the others, what remains? discrimination? hate? jealousy?

    I can't not love, but can i keep loving like this?

Friday, 23 October 2009

  • The forbidden fruit

    I know that we aren't meant to be, that as a couple we would fail, that we have failed. I know there is no way she could see me as anything more. But yet i go to sleep and wake up each day with the same thoughts "I want her". Never have i ever........
    loved someone so much.



Friday, 21 August 2009

  • awkward circle

    So i'm  on mission to curb my awkwardness and lack of social skills, and well, its not working. What pretty much happens is that when i'm around a group of people, i just sit there, not knowing how to enter into a conversation, which makes things awkward. Then i will sometimes say something which usually gets looks of what the heck or just gets ignored which then makes me more self concious and causes me to be silent more and on and on the cycle goes. I thought this would have been easier >_< but i still feel like an ugly duckling

Saturday, 25 July 2009

  • Feeling a creative vibe

    You came and opened up to me.
    Opened my eyes so i could see
    What i've been missing out,
    What this life is all about.

    I thought that you and I were done
    never again could we be one.
    I had given up on you
    not knowing what else i could do

    Chorus:
    And i dont know how you came to me
    But now with you here i finally see.


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